THREE MONTHS OF GOING CRAZY! I miss my baby and my husband SO MUCH. I cant stand it! Being away from them has really made me bitter. Normally, I can let stupid peope not get to me but now, not so much.
I hate that I have to sit by and watch these lazy people get every single thing they want AND WHAT I WANT. This one person in particular is driving me INSANE.
This person is also in the military. For the past two years she has only had to work 4 hrs a day (lucky her) and now she is crying because she has to work 8 hrs. CRY ME A RIVER. She has also done everything she could to get out of working out/passing pt tests. Right before her pt test she got on a waiver to exempt her for a few months. Once again, lucky her. NOW she got pregnant, when her daughter was only 8 months old. SELFISH but lucky her. Now, she doesnt have to work out/pass a pt test until 6 months after her next child arrives, and she doesnt have to deploy. How convienent. Lucky HER.
Why is it that the lazy always get rewarded. I didnt want to deploy. I didnt want to work out to pass my pt test and I DEFINITELY didnt want to deploy, leaving my 7 month old daughter behind, yet I did. Yes, life isnt fair but as Im sitting here missing my daughter, I have hese constant thoughts running through my brain. WHY ME. Why not that lazy p.o.s.?!?!
Whats even worse is I know once again I will have to leave my daughter and there will be many more pt tests to come and I know that this particular person will just skate through always making sure she doesnt have to do any of that.
OH and talk about SELFISH. I feel like she didnt even get pregnant for the love of another baby. She got pregnant for all those reasons above, plus this next child will make her eligible for a bigger house on base which she has been complaining about since forever. Also, her husband doesnt work and she is always complaining about how broke she is. WHY DID YOU TRY FOR ANOTHER BABY?! Oh yeah because you are SELFISH and LAZY.
Her poor baby. Not only is she getting ROBBED of all the attention she deserves now that there is another baby coming but her selfish mother is trying to POTTY TRAIN HER, so she doesnt have to have 2 babies in diapers. IF YOU DONT WANT TWO BABIES IN DIAPERS, WAIT TIL THE FIRST ONE ISNT A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her baby is 9 months old, gooooood luck with that one. I would never rush my poor little girl into something she isnt ready for, for my own selfish needs.
I just wish SOMEONE would slap some sense into her! This all just hits a really sore spot on my heart, mostly because I would love another child, especially since I feel like I need a "redo" since I basically failed my daughter the day I left her. The one person she needed most failed her and there are people out there like this person getting to pull crap like this willingly?!
